49

128

three minutes in your arms and i can smell you on me. but as i seek it out, i smell just smoke. i want you to think of me, and i wish i were there, but i fear what would happen if i were with you.

48

129.4

I'm below the 130 line...

Cool Ranch Doritos, the Tudors, An Education, http://theprincessblog.tumblr.com, arizona green tea, sprite, charlotte russe big crystal earrings, messy buns, flannel night gowns, single, single, single

47

132.0

i just don't know what to do with myself anymore

and this is all i have.

I submitted a post about the recent covers of a magazine to Lovelyish! I hope it gets published :) I'll link it if it does!

i would really love to travel. i want to go back to France...

girls will be girls

and pass their notes

and whisper.

I sit on the fringe.

Damp forests and the smell of soil

dance before my eyes.

I have been inside

of your huddle, and i find it

exhausting.

But the outside,

while more peaceful,

gives way to deprivation.

I fear I will think myself to death.

46

I

Am

So

Sick...

not as in being sick of something. I just have terrible strep throat. ugh. It hurrrts :( and my glands are swollen and my nose won't stop running. can you say worst thing ever?

anyway go to pandora.com and make a station from Dog Days are Over by Florence and the Machine. I happened to do this today and 97% of all the songs on there are my favorites. the other 3% are my NEW favorites that i hadn't heard before. how cool is that?

i got a polyvore....hehe :) http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=1894804

and i got a 97 on my french exam! and i'm still only at 134 which is actually really good because since i've been sick i've been eating a lot of baked potato soup and mac cheese...but hey gotta make myself feel better somehow!!

how IS everyone? seriously, if you read this, comment, let me know how you are. why.

don't tell me you're fine. no one is fine. you're amazing, happy, content, peaceful, confused, angry, hurt, sad, sick (meee), or something else. tell me. i want to listen to you.

45

everything is crazy. i feel ragged, to say the least. i've been working so hard, i guess i didn't even realize it until lately but today it hit me. hard. luckily i was on the verge of puking all day so i didn't really eat anything, but at the same time, everything hurts, and i'm beyond exhausted, and my knees keep buckling. urgh.

i'm gonna go watch teen mom. nbd :)

peach- 0

poptart- 210

poptart- 210

peach- 0

total: 420